Yesterday, I had my endometrial scratch done. I needed the nurse to hold my hand as it really hurt this time. I have been crampy ever since then. I had bloodwork done and was cleared to start hormones. I have been irritable and tired. I have a headache and Nick is in Vegas for work this week. I was crying for no reason while in the car pickup line to get Tristan and I hate that getting pregnant is this hard.
It's so unfair. I was so sure this is what I wanted to do and now I am having all types of doubt. I am only on day 2 of hormones and I am struggling. Can I even handle two small children? Another difficult pregnancy while caring for my other two sons? ALL.THE.FEELS.
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