More headaches and spotting

Just when I thought I was done with all reminders of my miscarriage, the daily headaches returned and so did some light spotting. The spotting was only noticed when wiping, so it was just annoyingly there. 

My hcg levels were 143 on Tuesday, so I am hoping everything is just dropping again and hopefully by the next Tuesday, they will be at zero and we can try again. I hate the waiting.


I need a vacation. I need to get away for a few days and relax. It's Memorial weekend, Tristan is with his dad and Nick and I have no plans.