There has been this huge void since my negative on Tuesday. No daily injections, no pills three times per day, no rotation of patches, no near daily monitoring appointments and waiting for text messages for instructions from those monitoring appointments.
Just a VOID of nothing.
My period is still there, which is annoying as I am used to a light and short flow. We go today for an appointment with Dr Yeh. Nick and I don't seem to be on agreement with transferring 2 blasts the next time and the clinic really pushes doing only 1 blast transfer, so I feel I will be on the losing side making my case for two. And Nick wants to put in a boy blast this time as what he wanted if the first girl blast didn't make it. My heart aches for a little girl. I want to put in both a girl and boy embryo and see what happens. If a boy makes it, then fine, it was meant to be. And I would be ok with twins as well. I would just rather two, then none. Putting all my hopes on one embryo to make it is agony.
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