Cancelled FET cycle

I started spotting on Sunday and Monday. I notified the clinic and the RE wanted me to come in. I prepared myself all day as I knew it was over. My lining was still thin and the fact that my body was trying to shed the lining meant this month wasn't meant to be.


Cancelled cycle.


I started 10 days of Provera to induce a good period and then we will start over. Looking at the calendar, this should put the next transfer on 8/25 if everything goes according to plan.


THIS.IS.HARD.


I am grateful to have a loving and supportive husband who holds me and says, "It's ok, we'll try again next month". Nick is so ready for a baby and I hate that I can't give him one.


Today, I am trusting the wait. Trusting all things happen for a reason. Trusting I will get pregnant at the right time.