Gestational Diabetes

I found out I failed my 3 hour glucose test on 8/16/18. I was devastated and completely depressed about it. Today is my GD training class with a specialist and dietitian.

I hate diets and being restricted during pregnancy is miserable. I needed a few days to cope with my new reality: finger pricks 4 times per day and watching what I eat. It's been a few days now and my sugar numbers are always high regardless what I eat. I just know that I will need insulin or meds until the end of my pregnancy.

Why has my journey been so hard this time?