11dp5dt BFN - Beta comfirmed negative

Completely lost all hope and ready to start again. I had bloodwork this am and I am anxiously awaiting the results.
Also, my thyroid is now understimulated. It was too high and now too low, so my meds were adjusted again. I wonder if that was a culprit to this cycle being a failure.


As I am typing this, I have heartburn, which is unusual.


Update: it was negative. I stopped all medications and will await my next cycle to start again. We have an appointment with the RE on Monday, 3/6 to discuss what we will do differently the next time.


I am angry and sad. The daughter that I wanted so badly didn't make it. Nick is in NYC tonight, so I plan on getting a bottle of wine and binge eating on the couch after Tristan goes to sleep.

9dp5dt BFN

All BFN. I have tested every day since my transfer. I thought if I had a BFP, I wanted to see how early I could catch it on a HPT.



As of today, I know it's over for me and I am ready for the next cycle. So sad.  

5dp5dt

I tested BFN on a FRER this morning. I am so disappointed. I know it's early, but seems like I should have gotten a + by now. I am getting reassurances on BabyCenter that it is still early and not to give up hope. One woman gave me perspective, "Implantation is a journey, not an event".


Symptoms today:


I was able to sleep last night, I woke up to pee once and felt hot, but not drenched in sweat like before.
I have been feeling mild cramps all day on and off.
No headache or lightheadedness.

4dp5dt

BFN this morning, but it's still early. I am so impatient. The TWW is awful.


Symptoms:




Last night only got up once to pee, but woke up with night sweats. I have a headache this morning.


Update. Lightheadedness, dizziness and a headache all today as well.